What is this all about?

I set up this blog because I know I am receiving 27 million euro or more in a lottery thru manifestation. I want people to see how its done so they can start believing in their own abilities to manifest whatever it is they desire into their life!
I have come a long way to be able to do this.
I will explain along the way! Join my blog to learn about manifestation. It is not going to take longer then 3 month but it might as well happen tomorrow. So lets see ;)

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

27 again

Today I was walking to a subway lost in my thoughts, when I looked up to my right - totally random - there was a big 27 housenumber smiling right back at me!

Felt good! ;)

Here is a nice link that made me smile the other day and that I now press once a day for pure amusement ;)

http://make-everything-ok.com/


Sunday, November 3, 2013

I am back

I have let go of the blog for a bit over a month now! Thank you for the nice comments! I just saw them today and they sure were all the inspiration I needed to get back at writing my blog! ;)



Something that sunk in more while I was away from the blog was: the money in your life is not the money you see in your pocket or on your bank account!

Your money like anything else is energy! You are holding up a vibrational energy field around money.

What you see in your bank and in your pockets is just the current match of that energy-field.

Same goes for health and love and everything really. Whatever you vibrate energetic manifests around you!

Just like the mirror image does not smile at you unless you smile first!

I was still holding on to limiting beliefs around money that were in my way. It struck me when my sister asked me for 2000 Euro which In my mind I couldn't really help her with without limiting my resources too much.

When this happend I realised I didnt really vibrate total abundence! I was vibrating too much around what money I saw in my current possession! I was still holding limiting bliefs... the very wrong energy field was up!

This struck me hard! I finally had to learn again to let go! I had to surrender into the belief I was abundant by letting go of 2000 Euros

Giving away those 2000 Euros turned out to be a blessing in disguise again as a huge blockage was released... and even though I have less money momentarily in my "pocket" the money vibration in my energy field grew tremendous... something that will inevitably be matched in the outside sooner rather than later... I feel relieved and free and happier than before! And I keep feeding my money vibration with happy thoughts around being a money magnet running my own development studio! ;)

Thursday, September 26, 2013

Jim Carrey on Law of Attraction

Didn't know until today he has also used LOA all his life!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1g1LBFC17Lw

So tomorrow 65 million!!! Wooohoooo!!


or

:)


Wednesday, September 25, 2013

wow now the jackpot went up to 65 Million Euro

keep growing I don't mind more money ;) I love it!


Next draw is on friday! Which also has a 21 Million jackpot at Euro Jackpot


As I play both lotteries its an exciting week again! ;) winning the jackpot is in my vortex, therefore done! All I do is watch and enjoy the unfolding of my winnings :)





Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Todays jackpot: 53 million

Exciting day, 53 million jackpot! :) wooohoooo how much fun is this!

Once you have identified your desire and you fully go for it - knowledge that you receive it no matter what will take over reality and become the strong subconscious belief for it to surface and match your reality!




Saturday, September 21, 2013

and it keeps growing...

The Jackpot is now at 53 Million Euro for next tuesdays drawing!


Today is a small one of 4 Million.

In general I focus less on it than I did at the start of the blog... its all done for me already really. I visualize for fun every few days automatically either during the day or in the bathtub or at night in bed before sleeping. The focus is completely on the things I am going to do with setting up a games development studio in the Caribbean.. hiring people and friends. Sharing the winning with friends and family etc.... it is a very joyful thing to do at all times. I also keep meditating and being thankful for everything in my life and al around just living extremely happy. Life is great! Especailly enjoying the little things starting with a hot coffee each morning! ;)




Friday, September 20, 2013

he jackpot is still growing

Nobody took it on tuesday so my 27 million jackpot is at a whooping 45 Million Euro
today!


Wonderful amount of money ;) 45 yeah baby!!!

Tuesday, September 17, 2013

34 million today!

Wonderful amount of money! ;)

On sunday my wife woke me up as she had just found something on the internet that was happening that day. She didn't look for it ntentionally, it was so random that she was excited to go.

Being deep asleep I was a bit reluctant to go but joined her.

It was some kind of guided meditation for like 40 people in one room. I  have never been to something like this but the person who did it was really sympathetic.

It was about releasing and letting go off old belief systems, old programming down to the cellular level. To empower you and make you a true co-creator!


How awesome right?! I had been identifying my old belief systems for the last 2 to 3 years and constantly replacing them with new ones. So this was real nice to do on top of my own efforts.
It was also funny because the two days before I had just started a new habit of a 15 minute meditation each day where I let source freely flow thru me... something from the Abraham book "Ask and it is given" This guided meditation was in that same direction and made more space for source to freely flow within and thru you...

It was held by Damien Wynne, if it interest anybody reading this check him out http://www.light-grids.com/index.html




Saturday, September 14, 2013

My Jackpot is growing!

So I didn't win it yet :) but the good news is it decided to grow to a whooping 34 Million Euro!!!


And I did win 11,31 Euro...

And as Abraham says:


Thursday, September 12, 2013

Jackpot Love

Dear 27 Million Euro Jackpot! You are soooo mine! ;) You got my name all over you and we both know it!
I created you, I deserve you and I love you! You are my vibrational match and your energy flows thru me! I adore you! Come to papi ;) Don't be shy, show yourself to the world together we are whole ;)


What a wonderful experience, I love and bath in it every minute. Abundance feels so right and is my reality!
Jackpot - I just love that word and especially this image is just soo spot on! I am soo on top of the world of my creation! It is wicked! I love my life!

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

27 Million Jackpot again!!!! Wooohooo

Now that was fast manifestation, another 27 Million Euro Jackpot this friday!!!
This time Euro Millones - Somehow I had expected to win in this one anyhow! ;)



Now I know for sure the 27 Million are in my vortex already and all I have to do is RELAX and ALLOW, RELAX and ALLOW! :)

If i get it this friday or another does not matter I know I get it sooner rather than later and I enjoy the unfolding of it in front of me! I am already so thrilled and happy to see I manifested two 27 Million jackpots in a row! wooohoooo how awesome is this... just like the house-number above that door last week showed me two 27's! The universe loves me!! ;)

Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Jackpot madness ;)

So yesterday I meditate on it for fun and into my head pops that I will actually win three jackpots!
Lotto, EuroJackpot and Euromillions. Funny enough it feels way easier to me than winning one jackpot... So I put it up my vision-board an made a square behind each lottery to x them out when I win one of them and than stop playing that particular lottery...

Today I find a forum about manifestation and there is a thread about the lottery with 265 pages... I think to myself i want to see some evidence about someone who won the lottery. Randomly i pick page 163 and sure enough on there I find this:

PHOENIX, AZ--(Marketwire - Mar 8, 2013) - The Arizona Lottery announces Diane and Kerry Carmichael as the winners of the $1 million Powerball second prize for the draw on Wednesday, March 6. Remarkably, this is the couple's second Arizona Lottery win following their $2.5 million win on The Pick in December 1995. 
Diane purchased the winning Powerball Quick Pick ticket at the Arizona Lottery's Phoenix office located at 4740 E. University Drive in Phoenix. Kerry had also purchased the couple's winning The Pick ticket at the Arizona Lottery office 18 years ago. "Good things come in threes. Two down, one to go," Diane joked.
The Carmichaels are retired and reside in Tempe. They are still being paid a $125,000 annuity for their 1995 win, which will expire in December 2014. They plan to consult with their financial advisor, but say they will "resist the urge to splurge." 

Now there is someone who won twice already and who beliefs in a third winning!!! ;) After that my wife looks through a magazine she bought in Sweden and she finds in huge letters written. JACKPOT
hahaha fun


Monday, September 9, 2013

Changing the angle

Hm I realised I had been thinking underneath that I was doing the meditations and visualizations in order to attract the jackpot!

Wrong - I now no longer need to do anything TO ATTRACT it.

As it is already done! I am now living day to day with the knowledge and the vibrational match and happiness that I am a multimillionaire and am just doing all these things out of sheer joy because it feels great and I am now constantly aligned!

It feel amazing to be a jackpot winner!!!!! Wooohooooo I am on top of the world!!!!




Sunday, September 8, 2013

The day after ;)

So I did not receive my jackpot so fast! It would have been after 19 days already.

I am still super happy, feeling total abundance though because I know deep within that I receive a jackpot! It is key that you already have the emotions of what you are about to attract for the outside to match your inside!

I am super appreciative for the things that happened, the last three days gave a huge boost in belief due to the extreme visualizations and meditations I did. (thanks to the jackpot 27 and the signs around 27)

Now the learning is this: I was as I wrote: "FLABBERGASTED" when I saw the jackpot! Why?! Because deep within I wasn't expecting it yet! The underlying belief was that it felt TOO EASY
Now there is no such thing as too easy unless you believe so.... I created a feeling that it was too easy subconsciously... so the universe said ok...

I was my own roadblock! Which is fine I love to grow while I do this I love the journey and as I am already as happy as I can be it is all fine.

I think it is good I set myself 90 days as a goal cause if I had set a year it would have felt even more "too easy" after 19 days... I should not even have set 90 days because the UNIVERSE can work super fast and in this case even the 90 days made 19 days feel too easy! LOL

I was on the right track I already created a jackpot within reach in my reality however I said: too easy on a subconcious level... Universe said... ok we make it harder too match your expectation!

Expectation creates... so now I continue having fun on this inner journey to become the alignment of my 27 million Euros! Everything happens for a reason and at the perfect time!
Yesterdays jackpot was an important step forward! ;)


Oh I did win 2,50 Euro -which I am grateful for! :)

Saturday, September 7, 2013

Its done!

Last thing I just listened to and now I let it go - it's done!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cfJ9YHCJa0g


Joyride

Only a few hours left and I am already on top of the world!!!

Listening to my current favorite happy songs: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=83hoUxrflNk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mIQToVqDMb8

I manifested my jackpot already for today how awesome is this?!

Here is a quick rundown of my mindset to get here, I copy paste it from a forum where I posted it yesterday:

The way I see it is that everything around us is manifestation or projection of us anyhow! What one has to do is take responsibility for EVERYTHING in their life's.. the good as much as the bad... especially the bad... if you keep blaming things, circumstances or other people for negative things in your life - guess what- you are in VICTIM mode!

You can not create amazing from there... cause you dont hold the ultimate belief that you create everything at all times around you....

So once you take responsibility for everything in life, you moved from victim to cocreator! Then the sky is not even the limit... you are limitless!

Now numbers... DO NOT ever worry! it is irrelevant at that point because you are not actually winning but you are creating a reality in which you receive the jackpot! As that is created by you, whatever numbers you have used are the winning ones! this is so fundamentally important! otherwise you hold beliefs of odds against you and what not and think of possibilities of how the numbers might be responsible for the jackpot.. they are not! You belief is! And that belief has to be based on how reality is created in the first place!!!!! As a projection by you and your higher self.... the more awaken you become the more you take active part in that projection/manifestation... therefore you are a COcreator....

YOu do also not need the booklet of some mysterious woman! Unless the underlying belief you hold is based around chance.. or a right or wrong way of doing it....

There are 27 roads to ElDorado... create your own is all I say... YOu need to create your own reality through your underlying belief systems... you need to be happy inside as someone who has already millions in the bank! Only then will reality match your inside! Not the other way around .You need to be fine to die today without the money because you have no fear of nothing especially not death! You have to know there is no such thing as death! There is only life before, during and after this incarnation... This incarnation is an experience... and you project it... unconscious at the beginning but the more awaken you are the more cocreation it becomes...

Now go and manifest whatever you desire and with a wide chest knowing that there are not circumstances responsible for the outcome BUT your belief!

Friday, September 6, 2013

The day before

Ok so tomorrow it is! The day I receive 27 Million Euro! Thanks to being precise ;)

I love the number that was chosen for me... I learnt to love it along the way and I sure wear the T-Shirt right now ;)

Here is a video I made today of the street-sign I encountered yesterday, followed by a quick walk to the two 27 above a door across the street!


I also attach two images one of the street-sign and one of the two 27!


All in all I am now living the dream more then ever and am visualizing a lot in sheer joy and keep feeling how I will feel when I have the money in my account. As I am establishing that feeling of freedom, love, happiness, security since a while now.

Tomorrow I will spread the good news for you!

Thursday, September 5, 2013

Day 15 omg! the saturday jackpot is 27 Million Euro!!!!

I was walking through the city with the wifey today when we suddenly came across a sign standing on the walkway stating Saturday's Jackpot 27 Million Euros!

I wanted to take a picture but didn't had my phone on me... I will go back tomorrow I think to shoot it... wow I was flabbergasted I did not expect a jackpot of precisely 27 Million already this saturday! I had looked up online earlier today what the jackpot for saturday was but it hadn't been displayed yet! WOW its online now though http://www.tipp24.com/
It looks like this:

MAN!!! How cool is this?!?! I thought ok this is the sign, I went inside and bought a ticket!

Now it sure gets better, we walk out and talk about it in amazement when my wife shouts out: OMG do you see that?!?! I am like no what? Two 27's right there in front of us!

And sure enough at the house in front of use left and right above the door are two 27!!!!

I LOVE THIS - two days to go!!! Let the games begin! ;D








Tuesday, September 3, 2013

Day 13 another sign

I am back from the weekend in the south of germany where I had been visiting my family.
Didn't really get to update the blog from there...

So I am in a bus back to Berlin and we get into a traffic jam, I decide to buy me a beer from the driver.
I ask him and he told me they were already out of beer and the last person that looked for one didn't find any left in the fridge. I had a look anyhow and was about to give up when I saw one last one buried under the water bottles :D I told him oh I found one!! He said: No way - wow - you are really lucky you should play the lottery!

!!! I smiled and told him I sure do! :)

Friday, August 30, 2013

Day 10

So one more interesting thing has happened, I got contacted by a recruiter about a job on wednesday...
I am unemployed since a while and didn't seem to get into any jobinterviews while I was actively sending out my cv... today I had a jobinterview over skype with that recruiter already and it went of course fabulous... hm... I am open to anything now anyhow as I just feel bliss...

I am in the games industry, always following my passion for games so it is always fun for me and living my passion never feels like work...

I have decided though before it even came to me that I win the lottery that I will fullfill my personal dream of building up my own games development studio... I have already written a game-design for the game I am going to create... getting back into the industry now just before I receive my money can be good for several things... like meeting potential future employes etc... as well as gathering some useful additional experience for my personal adventure.

We will see maybe it was just for the fun of it... now that I am allowing things to flow at ease...

I also randomly decided to put the number 27 into google and it actually has its own wikipedia... some interesting facts - if those are not good omen I dont know ;):

  • According to Feng Shui, to raise money, keep in the house 27 identical coins.
  • 27 - the highest level of knowledge in rupaloke (Buddhism)
  • In ancient Incan culture there were 27 roads to El Dorado
  • In a prime reciprocal magic square of the multiples of 1/7, the magic constant is 27
  • Twenty-seven is a perfect cube, being 33 = 3 × 3 × 3

Thursday, August 29, 2013

Day 9 signs

Two days ago i was looking for a fun picture around money and finally posted the shopping cart full of money. But when I was searching for an image I remembered a flight back from singapore to europe in 2007 or 2008. One of the flight attendants actually flirted with me the whole flight and at some point asked me for a two singapore dollar bill with a big smile on her face... I didn't know what she was up to but I handed her a 2 dollar bill. She disappeared and came back a bit later with a beautifully folded bill that was in the shape of a shirt! It amazed me back then and now I wished I knew where that thing was to have it inspire me and put a foto up this blog...

The pitty is I had not seen that "shirt" since that year and thought I had lost it during one of the moves(I move a lot) that happend since than...

Oh well yesterday - the day after the memories I traveled all day and because my wife took the small suitcase with her to sweden I just packed a small backpack. While in a taxi in the morning I noticed there was what looked like a small pocket on the back that I had never noticed... curious to see if it was a pocket I slipped my hand in there and OMG I found that 2 dollar "bill-shirt" I thought about the night before!!! wtf isn't this amazing?!! Here is a photo for you guys that I just took of it:


Now I will put this up my vision board to remind me how fun money can be ;)

Tonight I woke up and remembered the most vivid dream. I was in the house of my childhood and a jackpot had just come up of 27 million! I was in shock and amazed and knew it was mine immediately! I danced through the house and told my dad. He didnt understand so I opend my shirt like superman and he saw the T-Shirt underneath with the big fat 27 on it! ;) he was soo happy too ;) and than pretty much I woke up in joy... how cool is that?!

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Day 8 I feel wonderful

I just love life with all the experiences we are making. Every evening I look forward to the next day with joy! Get excited and grateful for the morning coffee and the feeling of abundance I have acquired!

I feel like I am on top of the world! You can call it the vortex if you like, I am in a constant state of happiness deep within, excitement and huge amounts of appetite for life in general!

Went out today to get a T-Shirt printed for me with 27 on it! ;) Fun!

I take responsibilities for everything in my life because I know I create everything. I do not blame people or circumstances anymore for things. Instead I am proud how good I am at manifesting those events into my life. And I am aware that every bit of context that I have created is for the scenario that it creates for me to expand!

Since I moved from victim - to creator mindset. I feel amazing!




Monday, August 26, 2013

Day 7 money

I think its a good topic to address in my blog! ;)

Money in itself is neutral! A lot of people hold negative beliefs around money! I know cause I did too! ;)

But money itself is neutral - money is a tool! I came across this video today on facebook that really helps to deal with beliefs around money, worth a look:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1tiHT3lJX8#t=1581

For me money finally is associated with freedom... I truly love freedom and so now I love money and can let it flow thru me... it is just awesome ;)

I get me one of these:

Sunday, August 25, 2013

Day 6

So I drive the wife to the airport today, she is gone to sweden for 10 days. You know what they say, absence makes the heart grow fond! ;)

She is having a good time, just talked to her on skype - isn't todays technology wonderful?

Anyways, I drive back home and check my speed randomly and it was at 111km/h ;)
Then I walk home from the parking spot and are deep in my mind regarding manifestation in general and the 27 million in specific and I look up and see a billboard: it says millionaire

wow, I am like thanks universe! ;) and took it as a sign... more so the billboard says(it's election here, it is a political advertisement) SHARING IS FUN: Millionairs tax!

hahaha I guess now that I am a multimillionaire taxes like this are part of my reality... and of course sharing is fun, last night I went through the list of people I will share some of the money with and how much fun that will be! They do not know yet and it will be a pleasant surprise...

Life is awesome, have been in high happy vibrations ever since I started this blog and truly enjoy the road 27!


Saturday, August 24, 2013

Day 5

The jackpot went to someone else this time ;) good for them!

However during todays visualization, receiving the money was so overwhelmingly real that I did break out in tears! wow that was amazing, I have the money already I know it! Time is not linear after all! ;)

Great day and I had a lot of fun! I watched the dallas cowboys chearleaders before the drawing of the numbers chearing for me: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=83hoUxrflNk fun! ;)
Love the song, hypes me up! Today is another jackpot drawing, actually two, one over 22 million and one of 11 million! Life is great, I wish everyone a fantastic weekend!

27 you are mine!



Friday, August 23, 2013

Day 4

Todays Jackpot is 93.000.000 Euro! :D

I want to share a video of a woman who won 112 Million US$ in a lottery and in this interview she states that she knew she was going to win 112 Million and had put that number up her wall before for visualization! It inspired me to put up this blog! How awesome is she?!?!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8YUC6I0iKiU

I also changed some of the wording on this blog from "i am going to win" to I am going to receive...


Thursday, August 22, 2013

Day 3 being limitless

I have been thinking a lot how to cover the ground (for this blog)that brought me the
conscious creation mindset of today.
I am breaking it down into 4 major topics for this blog.

The things that enable you to be limitless:

Understand who you really are
Understand what reality really is
Learn to let go... the redundancy of all fears
Let love be your guidance system

I have not prepared a script for any of this I will just go with the flow and write about things as I feel they fit. I am also not a native english speaker so please bare with the wordings... and feel free to leave comments if you have questions or feel I should touch certain things in more detail...

Lets be very clear you all manifest! Its just that its a habit not to take the credit for it all! Especially the things we regard as negative in our life's... its easy to blame circumstances or other people ;)

A few years back I met my current wife, when we fell in love I made a vision board because something marvelous had to happen for me to be able to leave the country and move to the US to be with her.

I sure enough put a Porsche up the vision board, a nice bedroom with a view over the water... money and a sixpack(not beer). I wanted to be happy in LA together with her! I put that vision board up on the bedroom wall in front of my bed! I also made a photo and put it as my desktop background onto the computer! I knew deep within nothing could stop me to move to LA!

Sure enough not even a month from that my company offered a voluntary resignation package to the first 1000 Employes that would sign up for it! Until that day I had never even heard of such thing like a voluntary resignation package... wow that was meant for me!

3 month later I was in LA... but not just that, I got an apartment with see view! Bought a Porsche and even had a job at a startup that came to me just by randomly meeting a guy at a party!!!(the sixpack manifested 2 to 3 years later...)

Now while all of that was successful manifestation I would also blame all negative things in life that happened to us onto other people or on circumstances or what not... now thats why I was not limitless yet!

I was still feeling a victim in many situations rather than taking responsibility... I had yet to learn to move from victim mindset to co-creator! But I wasn't even aware of this yet! Now three years later and thanks to a lot of "negative" things that happened to us, both my wife and me have been set on a journey of personal growth that has been so eyeopening and we had to loose it all and learn along the setbacks to be what we have always been - limitless!

In that context:
I did a guided 3D meditation yesterday that I can recommend, all you need is a computer and headphones: www.youtube.com/watch?v=ab71jw25KlM  




Wednesday, August 21, 2013

Day 2

I set up my facebook account and started to join a few groups that are focused on manifestation to help people find my blog.

If you want to befriend me on facebook, my name is RD Lamesh. I am happy to answer questions related to manifesting your personal desires.

I had a great day and I do love the number 27 I choose for my lottery win! ;) I think I am going to make myself a T-Shirt with a big fat 27 on it ;) If you happen to see a cool 27 in your day to day life, feel free to make a foto and post it on my facebook wall! ;) you could also draw one for me...

The consciously created 27 million Euro lottery win - its happening! Be the first to read about it here!

The "Euro Millones" jackpot of 79 Million did not get cracked and grew to a fabulous 93 Million for friday! ;)

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

The lotteries I play


I currently live in germany and the lotteries I am playing are:

German Lotto - wednesdays and saturdays
Euro Millones - tuesdays and fridays
EuroJackpot - tuesdays

I just play one basic field for each of them. 

Todays jackpot at the Euro Millones is a whopping 79 Million Euro!

How it all began...

In summer 2003 my wife died at the age of 28... the worst day in my life.
We had been together for 5 years, 5 years of true love.

Her death was my personal awakening. I had to question existence! What was the purpose of life? people come and go all the time... for what? What is the meaning? Where do they go? Why do some stay so short and some grow old... yet all live totally different life's totally different "realities" what really is reality?!

And so my journey began, seeking for answers, going thru personal growth and step by step raising my consciousness... I did a lot of reading, watched a lot of youtube videos and broadened my horizon.

It all happens in waves... I was like a sponge for some periods, then totally let go of it all and got busy in real life. Eventually though I would always come back for seeking more answers, more knowledge... Often at times of personal frustration caused by my day to day life. Each time though a puzzle piece got added slowly it all came together and it always resonated within and made a lot of sense...

I learned to look at my emotions, what triggered them within me? Identification of the underlying belief system... and conscious exchange of beliefs that were limiting me with beliefs that set me free.

I will explain all this in more detail step by step along the blog but it basically led me to find out all the answers and today having a true understanding of MY reality! As we all choose our own... the more awaken you become the more consciously you choose yours!

Monday, August 19, 2013

Day 1

Hello world,

today I decided on the amount of money I receive in the lottery!

It is 27 million Euros, maybe more! I have been playing with numbers in my head for a few days and didn't really came to a final decision, so I used a random number generator on the internet. The first random number between 1 and 100 came out 27...

I played it probably roughly 30 times until 27 appeared for the third time! So I settled for it! ;)

It would also mean if I split it with my wife we both get 13,5 Million Each... 13 is the magic number I thought as we had a food bill on new years eve just before 2013 of 13,13 Euros... so we considered 13 a lucky number for us.
What we will both do with our money and who gets a share we will see. I have a pretty good idea though and will share the infos on this blog!

So 27 Million it is! The first thing I did was put that on a vision board and put it up on the wall of our living room!
The second thing I did was starting this blog! Very exciting! Oh and if I happen to win tomorrow already don't worry, i will still share with you how you do manifestations for your life and how I am able to do this.

It took me a few years to finally figure it out! ;) You might have your doubts as a reader but thats exactly why I put up the blog: So I can proof to the world it was NOT random, as nothing ever is! it was conscious creation!